That was unexpected

I swear to all that's holy and divine that exploring my past (like my blogs my previous free-time activities) was .. Amazing. I still remember that 2-3 years ago I was kind of introverted and lazy and so on..

Now?

I know it sounds weird, but I've found my inner self. After research and hours of actually connecting to myself, I got to know my self.

I grew up.

I found many new things, new possibilities, new ways of doing stuff. It's amazing when you have a different perspective..

And I also got a lot more life problems, of course.

Like the fact that I really really like this girl but I have absolutely no goddamn idea of how to tell her that :)) It's complicated, but the thing is it's hard to get to her other side.. Or not really hard, but I haven't found a way around yet. Actually I don't even know in which way I like her. Man, this is tricky.

Oh and I also want to be a professional footballer but my dad tells me to give up and focus on school. Yeah, great, but on a certain level he's right though, since I've got great capabilities of understanding and doing things, and football won't really harness my potential. Alright I would get a lot of money out of football but it's a risky job. Ooh, now I see it, my dad was right. Thanks dad.

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